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Friday, April 17, 2009

All Alone.

All the time now I feel very alone, like there isn't anyone to talk to anymore. I have friends who care about me, and I'm aware of that. I don't feel inclined to talk to just anyone about my problems. I used to be able to talk about anything and everything with my boyfriend, but I no longer have him. I really miss it too, cause now when I need to talk about something I can't. I have to keep it balled up inside. I can only keep so much shit in me. I used to write when I was younger, when I was happy. I'm not happy. I dream of having a relationship again, just as wonderful as my previous one. Too bad my dreams can't come true sooner. I think I'll try writing again, because at least writing gets you away from your own problems for a while. If I come up with anything brilliant I'll share.

The End.
5:59 PM

♥ WELCOME

I’m just a normal person just like any of you. I like to smile and laugh. Although the sad truth is I laugh at everything, including others pain sometimes. I hate drama, but cause it, because it makes life interesting. I have friends and inside jokes which even I myself forget sometimes. I’m one of those people who only accept as much love as I feel I deserve. I’m in love with someone, something I thought wasn’t possible. I’m a lover who only fights for love. I don’t have or want a label, so if you do label me. I listen with my heart and talk with my eyes. There are times when I understand everything, and nothing. My heart is easily broken, especially by people who judge me before getting to know me first. I hate cliques and stereotypes. I like to think deep into things, but sometimes I make quick decisions that are stupid. I’ll be here as long as you need me as a friend. When you no longer need me I’ll be someone hopefully you’ll remember fondly. I love everyone usually, unless your someone whose close minded and won’t accept others opinions. It’s nice to meet you.

♥ DESIRES

I want to be loved again and in an amazing relationship ♥

♥ LINKS

♥ "Sophie"

♥ THE PAST

My past you may learn about by reading my thoughts...

♥ CREDITS

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